Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Keep Your Thoughts in Your Mouth
Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying. Or start yelling, or name calling or threatening. Hate. I didnt think I ever saw it. Until today. I heard it, I smelled it, I felt it and hated it back at you. It changed everything. I always blamed the booze, the passion but now I know what it is....it is me.
Those are tough words for me to say. But I heard you. No need to apologize. It's out now and that won't change no matter what else you want to think. Yes this is about you.
I keep hearing people say that they dont believe two people are meant to be together for a lifetime. Pretty sure now, that it's true. I have put in my five year maximum. Time to start over again.