Monday, September 6, 2010
I was recently reading an article about how staying too long in an unhealthy relationship is damaging to your health. The stress from it involved compromises your immune system allowing the weakest link to have dis-ease.
There are days when it is so hard to hold a loving space for someone that is constantly reminding you how unhappy you make them. Helllooo resentment, won't you stay awhile?.
Here I am staying but the love and passion is fading. I feel the beat down and the tension and the grumpy unhappy energy this brings. It is hard to just flow when I have been told that bowing down just to get past something is what has been going on. No wonder there is so much festering resentment and I feel it whenever that person is near. Everyone does.
I lost my friend, and I don't think it can be fixed.